Sorry bout this

So i am going away for a few days and wont be back until after new years. Its going to be great and all but in othe ways its not because there is no internet and no plugs so i wont be able to post or even charge my phone but while I am away i hope that you guys have a great holiday and enjoy your break like i will be enjoying mine.

Baii
Xoxo Rachster

Christmas

Merry Christmas! I'm sorry I haven't really posted the last couple of days but I have been busy with it being Christmas and all. I hadn't really asked for anything so my expectations weren't set really high but I had wanted one thing. That thing was a $20 iTunes gift voucher so I could preorder LOUDER by R5 and I got that. Yes that it's out like everywhere but it isn't out in New Zealand. I got it :D I also got lots of clothing and stuff. Also I am at my grand parents and they have wifi so I'm happy and I can be where my family are and have them not know what I ask doing. I hope you guys got everything you wanted. In fact feel free to tell me because if might get me hooked on something new.

Baii
xoxo Rachster

my Social life

My mum doesn't like me watching youtube videos because apparently it is sucking up or internet. She doesn't realize that those people that I am watching are keeping me sane. I hang out with people at school that don't have a social life therefore I don't have one. I can't have a social life if the people I hang out with don't. Sometimes I want a social life and others I don't but those youtubers I watch keep me sane and from thinking that my life sucks. 0_o what does she think she is doing.



Baii
xoxo Rachster

Cancer

Finding out that your friends cancer is back is not the first thing you want to know. I am now really worried and am going to be praying for them tons in fact go look at her blog. She has had so many struggles and I spend my days worrying about her. I am about to cry writing this because I only just found out. She is one of my closest friends and means a lot to me. I haven't even known her a year but we have come so close. It just shows that anything can happen. Cancer I swear is just one big road to death you will never get rid of it it will always be a part of you.



bai
xoxo Rachster

Hi

Hi. I don't really say Hi I only ever say baii. like what. So hi. its like 5 and I didn't realize. I also should get off the computer because I said I would let him on ages ago. but I guess I am looking after him. So he can wait I also need to sink my ipod and stuff so he really can wait. Thats all I really have to say. But you should go subscribe to Tyler Oakley on YouTube because he is almost at 3 million. So Go http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvVuqRzGVqRlmZYlTf99M_w

Baii
xoxo Rachster

I dunno

So I have just been to lazy to write. I know so lazy. But i had to socialize with people. That is what I like about internet friends often you have things in common but like with people you meet in real life you have nothing in common. I also don't like talking to people you are like adults because they scare me. i don't like most people my age because often they a really immature and that really pisses me off. I think I just Don't like people my age. I am sorry for this rant it was kind of weird.


Baii
xoxo Rachster

Reading is good

I really have no clue what to say I wrote such a long post yesterday and now I just can't write anything at all. That is kind of sad. I have been reading a lot of books because when I get into a habit and can't go on the internet I do actually read. So I don't let myself on the internet in the mornings so I do read. I finished a book this morning and I finished another one yesterday morning. I had forgotten what it is like to read but I really just need to have books in my hand and not be aloud to do other stuff so I do read. I think that we should all.
Baiii
xoxo Rachster

Media these days

So I feel like I should blog about Dylan Sprouse's nudes. I don't know why I feel like I should but I do. I think that if you have a body that is attractive why not show it. I also think that when people are calling them nudes they shouldn't, yes he is naked but he is covering his dick, it isn't like you can see anything. It's like when people post shirtless pics of themselves but he did make the best tumblr post in response to it (the post) but I just think that they are kind of stupid. Everyone is reacting majorly to it and I get to spend the whole time laughing at tweets that people have said because they are all really funny.

And then there was also the whole thing with Nick Jonas' Nipples. Like they are huge now and I am just like They don't seem real are they photo shopped or something. but no I think they a real  They seem realish. Like at least he doesn't care about media and takes his shirt off and doesn't care what people think about him like everyone just needs to imbrace who they are and stop talking about how others look especially if it isn't in a nice way.

Moral of the story, Enjoy who you are, Don't care what others think, and just be yourself. Look at how these people are not caring about what media and networking says about people. In there minds we are all beautiful.


Baiii
xoxo Rachster

I was busy. What???

Hey guys. I know I didn't post yesterday but sometimes I actually do stuff . I had to wake up early to take down tents (side note if you pitch a tent when you put it down do you un-pitch a tent when you are taking it down). I then did do nothing for most of the day but at around 6 30 I went out to youth group and only got back at 10 50 so I thought maybe I should go to bed. Oh and I didn't get back at 10 50 because i just didn't leave. I went to Macers (McDonald's) afterwards it youth group itself finished at 9 so. I was just a busy person and I had thought better of  posting at 11. I now have to go clean my room so i don't get in trouble because my perants are expecting me to do that whilst they are out.


Baiii
xoxo Rachster

My non amusing life

I am happy because I haven't had to go to school today because we finished Yesterday. I don't have to go back for at least a month and I am happy because I completed the school year!!!! It makes me happy. I also have the place pretty much to myself because Everyone is out but my sister and I and she will just stay in her room. So I am going to dance around like a crazy person. I don't know what else to say so.........

Wait I know something, If you write 1212x= with pencil onto paper it sounds cool.

Baiii
xoxo Rachster

A life Update

So my mum just found out that we had $200 fine and now apparently I don't get any Christmas presents. I honestly don't care but I just feel like it puts a downer on the mood knowing I'm not going to get any presents and the thing is we still have to pretend for my little brother so I have no clue what is happening. I was am really worried because mum has left and she didn't say anything all she said was she was going out and I am really worried. I know I probably shouldn't say things like this all over the internet but you have no clue who I am (unless you got here via my twitter) but this is my part of life where you don't know me and I can just share stuff and let my heart out, like if I got a boyfriend you guys would know (Note that if). I really just want to cry because I think I got her upset before she found out about the fine and now I just want to Cry so.... Let me go cry

Bai
Rachster

Buying stuff

I swear everyday I have this open and just don't write. I just bought songs on I tunes and found out that I can pre order louder and I died and now I know what I need to buy. A $20 I tunes gift voucher so I have enough money to pre order it. I got the R5 Christmas song it is called Christmas is Coming and I got Someone by Trevor Moran finally and pre ordered The dark Side. You guys should all go get them because they are all amazing people and buying them is a lot better than downloading them illegally. So thats what has been happening in my life.

Baii
xoxo Rachster

I did things

I am so lazy. I have had this open for ages and have been like. No. I'll do it later. Thats what I am like with this. I did stuff today but not with my friends because I don't like talking to people even if they are my friends. I decorated my Christmas tree and am now in the Christmas spirit more still not really. I only have one proper day left of school but I still have to go for two other days and I am like no can't I just not. I should go have a shower but thats too much effort.

Baii
xoxo Rachster

I have a Social Life. What?

So I feel like I have a social life. I am doing things both today and tomorrow. Today I am going to a wedding so I'm looking forward to that and then tomorrow I am going out with my friends and that should be fun because my friends are all anti-social. Just thought you needed to know this.

Baii
xoxo Rachster

Troye Sivan

My sister just got me pissed of on purpose. I said that Troye Sivan was perfect but he's gay and then she said does it matter that he is gay. and what she said was said just to piss me off and start an argument. I am now not talking to her because she pissed me off that much. She said she would argue about it but what I had said wasn't It's such a waste that he's gay it was a I wish I had a chance with him and a I wish I was guy because then I could date him, it wasn't a I think he shouldn't be gay and shouldn't do this that and the other. I like Troye Sivan and I think it is stupid that she thinks that that was what I was saying. And it all makes me feel a lot worse because I know she did it on purpose. I am sorry if I put you into a bad mood but you know I felt like saying this so deal with it.

Baii
xoxo Rachster

Christmas

I am getting into the Christmas spirit now. I just made a Christmas playlist and am blasting so my whole family has to listen. I really like Christmas but It takes me until school is over to get into it lots like when school is over It feels like the holidays because I am then on holidays and can get into the spirit more and I like getting into the spirit because it makes me feel happy. Doesn't Christmas make you happy.

Baii
xoxo Rachster

Internet

So today has been good. I don't know why but it has. Apart form mum telling us off for watching videos because last month we ran out of internet my mum doesn't want a repeat so shes like not letting us watch many videos which is stupid because I know why we used up all the internet. Now I am not in a good mood and I really Can't be bothered writing anymore

Baiii
xoxo Rachster

Blah

So didn't post yesterday because I couldn't be bothered dealing with the really slow internet like it was so slow but we have it back now and I shall be able to post more regularly now. Or try to. I really don't know what to say. I am watching the shaytards vlog and loving it because they are hilarious  like always and my mums said that we can't watch videos because she doesn't want us to run out of internet and I'm like no.